I am a bitch goddess.
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Aggie Wants to Know
By admin | October 7, 2008
I already posted this recent picture of mine below 
This is my current picture =p.
Post something about myself. About who I am. Aint you tired about reading everything about me yet? See this blog is all about my life, my thoughts, my diary, my everything..recorded.
I am often misunderstood by those people who are not close to me. My parents never failed to mention that I am a “Maldita” while growing up. It’s partly their fault, as the adjective was ingrained forever. I was trying to live up to their expectation as being a Maldita. =) It’s pretty obvious, isn’t it 
Even if they always tell everyone that, they still look up to me as a role model to some of my cousins. The one who got the attitude to do things right. I refuse to correct their thinking?, as they didnt know how many times I failed as a person. I dont want to give my parents heartache. But by being ME sometimes hurt them too. I treasure them more…now that were away….
Im never good at hiding anything, What you see is what you get. Live with it. I have always been responsible in so many ways. I am a perfectionist. Demanding. Striving hard to achieve something for myself before, but right now, I want to achieve something for my kids. I guess achievement doesnt end with being successful in life, perfect career, family, friends. What’s good to know, I never had a perfect life. I am conscious about working hard to become happy in what I do. Happy to be there. Enjoying the journey. My life was not really a happy one you know. A conscious effort to appreciate everything I have, all the blessings, coz sometimes only the bad things remind me.
I have always been a fighter. I never let anyone hurt me or my family. My close friends know I can kill for them ^_^, what more for my family? I was lead to believe that I solve everyones problem. One time, all problems of the people around me affects me. So what I do, I solve it for them. Im a perfect magnet for stress. I chose to be away from stress since I got married. Hehehe. I try to focus on other people too much that sometimes I ask myself What’s in it for me?Why would I always be responsible for everything?
I am so outspoken that sometimes I am not the perfect company you are looking for. I can be sensitive too, Yes. When youre life is so messed up, Im just there to listen. I have few closest friends whom I still maintain contact wherever they are. All good friends are still out there, I cherish them. Im not that friendly, oh that goes without saying. Hehehe.
I have a bad temper. Anger management class, yohooo. Im still lucky to be alive dont you think???
I always value my ME TIME. I feel nauseated without having my own quality time.
So many years have passed, I am the other person now. Who looks forward to all the challenges, who embraces change, who always make our lives exciting. Who appreciates life. Who lives it the way I want it to be without limitations. Who maintains sexiness after 2 kids. UGH. HAHA. That counts! ^_^
I have changed, for the better.
Topics: Life in general |